imarriedmychevy

so i am back on.... yeah kinda feels wierd to read my last entry as i just failed my driving test. so i feel like i need to update just little. i graduate in 27 days and i passed my driving test the 2nd time around. thats about it

so i failed... but its all good becuase my instructor for my drivers training was hella old and about to die and didnt help me at all for the test. but anyways i gotta wait 2 weeks before i take it again which sucks but i guess i get to just chill and mooch of people for rides for that much longer. oh yeah sounds fun. but senior year... yeah it feels wierd, there is nobody above us. we supposedly are the leaders and that is scary. but home coming will be fun. any ways summer will be blast too. deffinatly need to make jello shots. and other fun stuff. beach partys bbq partys night partys partys in general i am lookin forward to this whole car freedom thing. anyways kitten cannon time. and you know you wanna get addicted diane

well my life is looking up unlike alot of people i know but that is just my optimisum... and i fell like nothing can really hurt me that much right now. but you know who you are and if you wanna talk or need to talk just do it and i will listen. i gotta eat dinner lates... p.s. i will most likly drive by the last day of school hopefully!

so today i had a good day and i think that this year will work out very well. my grades are good and my licesnes is being worked on and i am planin for college and my car is comin together. i am movin out in like a year and starting my job in like a couple weeks. basicly everything is startinhg to float my way. i like life right now. and i will dianes dog any day. but the one thing about guys being dogs is that if we don get attention we will rub our asses all over the rug. and flea collars are expensive.

tahoe...college life...jelly beans make you sick. and i am not richard!!!!
this weekend was fun even though i didnt get to get drunk. but there is always next time. and then pam said that we could party at her tahoe house on senior summer wich with be probably the funnest thing i will ever do. i am really looking forward to the rest of my life. lol
car...driving...job...parties...senior year...summer...college where ever i go...moving out...buying house...living with people...movin on... wife... family... and then kill my self by eatin to much meat and smokin pot wiht kevin.. and killin my liver with to much alchomahol. leave me a comment if you feel the same way about the rest of your life.

well 29 days left of school and one more week till i find out if can get my licesense or die. music makes everything seem so easy, or hard. and yeah i am done
yeah i am doin that whole interviewing thing that diane is doine execpt my questions will be hella better. just say the words.... eat my shorts on my commet and i will do just that and ask you questions of course.

so only 7 weeks left of school but really only 5, two weeks till i can start my licesens stuff again. if i keep my grades up. then by the end of the school year i will have my licesenes how exicting! then i work all summer. summer will be cool though. so yeah i am just excited that school is so close to an end. just another year of trouble, excitment, love, drama, and of course parting. other troubling news... i lost ten pounds out of no where in a matter of 3 weeks. i ate the same and worked out the same. i donno dont ask me i know its weird. and my new goal is that i am going to try to only drink at parties. but i dont think that will last long... we will see. but my other habits have subsided for a little bit. i need my licesense and job for the summer. concentration time. its like 10 and i should start my homework soon. but i wont i will just go to sleep becuase i am lazy like that.

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so i think i aced my math test finally. and my dad was happy about that thought. and this means that i might actuallly be able to drive in this life time. i am goin on the weekend to get my car dyno tested for horsepower and air/fuel mixture tune up. other than that i have been ok. just trying trying to make the best of it.

life is like a quarter really....
it has two sides, good and bad
this is simple enough, but alot of people dwell on it
you only truly figured life out when
you flip that coin and relize that
wether its heads or tails dose not matter...
well if the side dosnt matter then what does...hmmm?
leave a commite to wait you think matters

so my life would look really shitty in a pesimistice point of view right now. so its a good thing i try to be optimistic. i got a 65 in math so not only did i not get to do my licesense thing but it will be hard to get it up to a 75 by the middle of the qaurter for the licesense so i will have to wait till summer to get my licesense and i hate my dad and my self for making me wait this long to something so easy. and if he hasnt noticed for the last past 12 years nothing can be used against me to get better grades. i figured out some relationship things and i am still confused. i will have to work extra hard to pay off my car this summer. and then probably have to work during the school year. if only my dad knew that getting my licsense would probably make my grades go up. so basicly not a whole lot of shit has fallen my way and i am trying to say fuck it and deal with it. but at the same time i dont like my lonelyness. o well shit happens.

so i took my history and math test today and did ok... i have a 78 in history though so it dosnt matter wut i got on the test and it really matters wut i got on my math though becuase i have a 68. and if i dont pass math with a C then i am gonna kill someone.... really i am not joking i have been waiting to drive for a long long time. and it will totaly fuck up my schedule for life. but anyways everyone do something or pray or wut ever you do vodoo maybe so that i can get 3.0 and at least c's. thats all i gotta go do my decade report comic strip. bb later.

so waiting for matts dumb ass to get here so we can study for history and math tonight. but owell i am kinda happy. cus it hink i will make it with my grades i am hoping hopeing that i will pass this test and i will make my grade go up again and get aleast my c in math and english. then its all good. i will get to drive then. and i have a little exercise for people:
name at least three things that you have come to realize this year. make them as true and important as your self.
i have come to realize that there is always another day and another place to be.
i have realized that somethings are better when they arnt discovered.
but last but not least i have came to realize that there is always an opptimisic side to everything. and if you think optimistic then your life will be optimisitc.

we have...just about 9 nine weeks left of school and then off to senior year and a hella fun summer i will be working and stuff but i will have lots of time to chill with people and diane summer will be more fun than school becuase you will get to spend even more time doin stuff you love with the people you like! but yeah monday tomorrow and my only motivation is to get good grades so that i can finish my permit to get my license. if it wasnt for that i would be really mad about the weekend ending. and for prom it was fun. we went to dinner and stuff at the rock bottom brewery and they didnt give me beer so i was pissed. we had dinner and then we were off to prom. i freaked just about everyone in sight. i was the dancing slut. and the room was hella hot and everyone was having fun. dance ending and i was so tired and sore from dancing like a crazy man. and then the limo took us back to kims house and some guys slept over. and the rest came to our house. and dont trip there are tons of pics plunty to pass around.

how would you feel if everyone in the world all died at once? what you want to do and why? who would you say goodbye to if you said goodbye? would you care?


the illusion of free will is just as powerful as the illusion of reality.(for kevin and others) thats why i belive in freewill.

so i finally got all my prom shit together... and i am not as stressed out but then i thought baout friday and how i wanna go help set up and that means takeing my history test on monday or thursday and i donno but i gotta go pick up hella shit tonight like my vest and then i gotta study and do math and read some crazy shit for english and then do vocab exercises and then i need to read 500 pages by next friday.. so i am kinda busy. but still making time for play. ok quick question to all thouse guys and girls out there... wut goes through your mind when the oppisite sex slaps your butt or touches you and you like it?

so today i was listening to blink182 and sitting in my chair thinking... absolutly nothing. and trying to think of colors that end in urple...besides purple. if you have any suggestions feel free to add to the list:
blurple
redishurple
deep uprle
ok better game nick names for parts of the bodies:
tits!-
breast
knockers
rack
bussom
dirty pillows
fun bags

so today the last day of spring break and then...11 weeks of school left. but really becuase of finals and dead week and shit like that we only have like 10 weeks. and then off to senior year. went to go look at a new bed today becuase mine is hella small and hurts. gonna get it sometiem this week. and then theres prom... still dont know how i am paying for limo and dinner but w/e worst comes to worst i will just steal a camel and take that to prom.ok well i think i still got homework for math and i think mallon has a test for us tomorrow wut a duech bag...

here is that quiz that paul took but for me.1. Ran away: yes
2. Skipped school: yes
3. Broken someone's heart: yes
4. Been in love: yes
5. Cried when someone died: yes
6. Wanted someone you knew you couldn't have: yes
7. Broken a bone: twice
8. Done something embarrassing:24/7
9. Lied: yes

WHICH IS [BETTER]...
10. Coke or Pepsi: coke
11. Sprite or 7UP: sprite
12. Girls or Guys: depends
13. Flowers or Candy: candy
14. Scruff or Clean shaved: cleanshaven for girls but guys can be lazy
15. Blondes or Brunettes: both please
16. Tall or Short: if they were taller than me i would probably shit my self
17. Pants or Shorts: niehter
18. Night or Day: night

WITH THE OPPOSITE SEX...
19. What do you notice first: tits, i mean legs, i mean ass, usaully there body and then face, then personality

ABOUT YOU...
20. Ever been Engaged/ Married: twice i am devorced with 3 kids
21. Your Good luck charm: yeah but only becuase my left testicle looks liek a horseshoe
22. Person You Hate Most: that person who makes you look bad and then gets the girl
23. Best Thing That Has Happened: i killed that person who made me look bad
24. Picture on your desktop: 68 chevelle
25. Color: varies between blue black green
26. Movie: ace ventera pet detective 1
27. Artist or band: def leppard
28. Cars: everything between 68-78 chevy made mostly
29. Ice Cream: the kind that comes with diane on top..jk..kinda
30. Food: steak

WHO...
31. Makes You Laugh The Most: burnie mac
32. Makes You Smile: jenna j. briana banks, diane kevin, mostly everyone who had sweaty sex wiht me
33. Can Make You Feel Better No Matter What: not sure
34. Do You Have A Crush On Someone: yes....
35. Gives You A Funny Feeling When You See Them: take a wild guess
DO YOU EVER...
36. Sit By The Phone Waiting For A Phone Call All Night: nope..well there was this one time
37. Save AIM Conversations: sometimes
38. Save e-mails: only from playboy
39. Wish You Were Someone Else: nope
40. Wish You Were A Member Of The Opposite Sex: nope
41. Wear perfume: cologne yes curve
42. Go Online For Longer Than Eight Hours At A Time: yep and kevin knows why

HAVE YOU EVER....
43. Been In Love?: yes
45. Been In Lust?: yes
46. Used Someone?: yes...sorry
47. Been Used?: yes...fuck you bitch
48. Dumped someone?: see #47
49. Been Cheated On?: samething
50. Done Something You Regret?: i havent decided yet wether i regret it or not

WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON...
51 You Talked To?: my self
52 You Hugged?: diane
53. You Instant Messaged?: lauren
54. You Yelled At?: cant remeber
55. You Dreamed About?: i cant remeber
56. Who Text Messaged You?: diane
57. Who Broke Your Heart?: myself
DO YOU...
58. Color Your Hair?: not anymore
59. Have Tattoos?: yep on my penis it says welcome to california my name is adam i will be your tour guide for today.
60. Have Piercings?: nope
61. Own A Webcam?: nope
62. Ever Get Off The Computer?: haha
63. Sprechen Sie Deutsch?: only if it was good
64. Habla espanol?: nope
65. Buy Designer: yeah la-fuckin-broke redneck boyz...straight from missippi

HAVE YOU / DO YOU / ARE YOU...
65. Schizophrenic?: no
66. Obsessive?: no
67. Compulsive?: no
68. Obsessive compulsive?: far from it
69. Panic?: sometimes
70. Anxiety?: not really
71. Stressed?: yeah killed my self yesterday

so i finally figured out why i couldnt update my lj... it was becuase i was using netscape and i guess it just like died so i tried useing explore which i never use and it worked. very coolso i might beable to commite also. yeah so this spring break was ok. i went to play pool, and i figured out that i am like 3 times better when i drink. and i also went to the beach. i went bowling with my dad, got high with paul like 3 times. worked a little bit. but anyways i am so frustrated with everything. there is way to much goin through my head. i wanna finish my permit to get my licesens to drive to my moms house to work off the car i got. and i need to do it fast becuase we need to build it the addition before summer so i can work in construction and get money for my self. but i cant get my licesens fast enough becuase my dad wants me to have steller grades before i even get behind the wheel again. and then on top of it my dad wont help pay for jack shit. he payed for half my half of the ticket for prom and i gotta cover the rest. he didnt help with my car. he dosnt help pay for lunch or movies or anything. i feel like i am already living on my own with out a job. and then besides that i am confused with girls and stuff. and with all this pressure my grades are going all over the place and its really frustrating. and then my all my friends are changin again and groups are forming and breaking up and i am just gonan start bitch slapping people when they do somthing stupid just to vent.